frustrated
lost
scared
hopeless
broken

i miss u but its not that easy

its werid now that ur gone, but ive been thinking so much and its better off alone without you.

im going to accomplish so much for myself and be selfish for once in my life.

im happy and im looking forward to having time for me.

i don't know if u have been lying to me but i don't think i can trust in you at all anymore and if i was too again it ( Read more... )

there is so much going on in my life right now..i just need to sit down and breathe...

i care about someone alot, but i feel as much as i put into it i don't receive back.
hes hurt me alot and i run back to him.
i care about him deeply and hes leaving and im happy hes leaving bevause i think its 
going to be a good time for me to figure out "us" and it ( Read more... )

long time no see livejournal.

life has been messy lately. i just hope things start to look up.

it takes a while to find the pieces that match to make the puzzle. ive found a couple. i know which ones belong together.

news of the day!

im taking a year off. im going to work and travel and find myself. schools going to wait till january or next september...this is something i need to do.

i only need acouple more credits and im graduated but....am i doing something i love? is there something else out there for me??

i wanna discover before i settle.

i hope im ( Read more... )

my bestfriend from like grade 2 and we still remained to be close in highschool but grew apart just called to tell me shes engaged and im invited to the engagement party. weridest thing ever.

highs

+ working lots = $$.

+getting a sweet tan.

+ losing 14pds. back to being a veg.

+ champagne and weed poolside while listening to gangsta rap.

+having tegan and sarah and MIA on repeat, makes my day 100% better.

+ seeing my nephew like 4 times a week and taking him swimming.

+ ma and pa promising me nyc shopping trip if i get deans list.

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'The OC' star Adam Brody is saving up - for an elephant.
The actor - who plays Seth Cohen in the hit TV show - is a big fan of the giant animals and wants one for himself.

He said: "I haven't made any big purchases yet but I'm saving up for an elephant.

"I love them."

this makes me wonder why me and adam brody are not together. we are soul ( Read more... )

im really pissed off.
ive been pissed off for awhile.
come sunday...its gonna be messy.

update

My sis in law is 3 months preggers. Due date for december. Fingers are crossed its a girl.

My sister is home on wednesday. Chaos shall occur.

Monday i have a job interview. Fingers are crossed.

Tuition is paid and my last year of school is ahead...

shopping today makes me happy.

diets in full swing. water aerobics with lynsay is hilarious

BC ( Read more... )