Cunt is a good word to describe him or am I being too harsh? Remember that guy I talked about? The one who wanted to go out with me? Well, he never showed up last night. Okay...maybe it wasn't such a big deal but it was enough to disappoint last night. Come tonight, I was suppose to go in for training. I ended up setting around for about two ( Read more... )

I feel giddy. Like a giddy school girl. I took the second job at the pub and I go in Thrusday evening for some training. And I was at Barnes and Noble this evening waiting for Jessica to show up and I had a guy approach me and he didn't creepy me out. I actually had a good feeling about it so I gave in and agreed to meet him for coffee tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I turned in an application and got a job offer at a pub as a waitress working nightshifts. I lose my weekends and about two days out of the main work week. I would work from about six or seven at night till about two in the morning, maybe leave and be home before three a.m. I'm considering taking it. I'll sleep on it tonight and have a final ( Read more... )

So I got a good kick in the ass earlier this past week involving motivation ( Read more... )

More job woes. I am coming closer and closer to caving in and applying to one of those big name corporations. I picked up an application from Quiznos and have it partially filled out. I won't drop it off until Monday or sometime next week when I summon up to courage to actually go out and drop off those applications ( Read more... )

I feel all paranoid for some reason...

My god, is it Saturday yet?  I'm crawling off the walls here.  I keep calling my parents trying to coax them to pick me up tonight instead of tomorrow morning.  I've given back my mail box key, the housing contract was cancelled back in April.  I have one more exam which I don't feel at all confident for ( Read more... )

I feel so cynical right now ( Read more... )

So exams officially start tomorrow.  I have my history exam bright and early tomorrow followed by my American Lit exam sometime around five.  I done my fair balence of procrastination, studying, and working on a paper ( Read more... )

I want to fall asleep.  I have the desire too.  I've been wanting to sleep a lot more lately.  I was completely lazy tonight and did not work on my English paper but instead watch episodes of Battlestar Galactica.  Now I really want to work on the fanfic I started awhile ago but don't have the words to express the ideas.  (I did do my British Lit ( Read more... )