Never ends.  Never ever ends.  Work is always there to be done. Like now.  Had a night class but I'm still working on homework can free up some of my weekend.  Cheerio.

I burnt my finger draining the water of my crappy pasta dinner an hour ago. Still stings a bit. I worked from noon till nine barely making what I consider a decent amount for a Friday night, at least compared to last Friday night. All I seem capable of is complaining tonight. I'm having a hard time relaxing tonight. Upside, as I mentioned ( Read more... )

I'm tired of things at work constantly breaking and taking forever to get fixed. The floor got retiled at the waitress station and we got a new Pepsi machine in no time, but stuff in the kitchen keep breaking but isn't getting fixed quickly. I obsess too easily and I need to learn to seperate work from the outside of the world and vice versa ( Read more... )

I think that July should have been March. When I think of March, I think of rain. Lots of rain. Particularly a cityscape, like New York, where it is pouring down rain where people are running from place to place trying to get out of the rain. And men wear bowler hats but it is modern. I say this because I picture these people in the rain ( Read more... )

July itself has been rather crappy.  It started with the mirror.  It brought what appeared to be bad luck, especially at work.  A whole month of it.  I'm over it.  I want things to change for the better instead of the worse.

Goodness me.  The summer is almost over and I haven't done shit.  Except work and it looks like that is going to be the summary of my summer.  Work.  No matters.  Nothing really seems to matter anymore ( Read more... )

I haven't been around much lately.  I've been working and too lazy when I am home ( Read more... )

Perfectionist? Obsessive? Worrier? Dweller of problems? All of the above ( Read more... )

What is it with all this random crap that pops into my head when I try to fall asleep?  It is meaningless drivel for the most part.  Right now I'm worrying about a decision that I won't have to make for another nine months at least, but time goes fast though.  It is stupid.  I have a lot of meaningless thoughts in the head when I am trying to sleep ( Read more... )

A copy and pasted entry from diaryland tonight because I really am too lazy.Now I remember why I almost never eat fast food. It always sits in my stomach like a rock. Always makes me feel sick within eating it but tonight I did not have much of an option ( Read more... )