I need to stop thinking about things that hurt me. I don’t want to feel this way. So I should stop.

Little and less

Keep it to yourself

Sometimes I feel like an outsider in my own blood family.
Sometimes I want to be an outsider.

Dreams about dead movie stars.

but I just want more, and more, and more.

I am excited and nervous, but I don't want to get ahead of myself. I need to take my time, but like someone said, 'time is a factor ( Read more... )

I hope all this saving and waiting isn't for nothing. I feel like it's all I have going for me, for my future. For many years from now when I may be alone. I've put all my dreams into one place, and I hope that in the future I won't look back to this time and think of myself as being someone foolish ( Read more... )

I think I would like to pass on at least a bit of me into the future

I actually have a plan now- it's written down on paper. When I'm ready, I'll bring it up with you again. I don't feel as lost as the last time; I'll be more confident.

I realized something, and this week I saw something 3 times