Comments | dramadramaduck: attempt number twenty-two ♻ (video)

autophoenix in dramadramaduck

attempt number twenty-two ♻ (video)

Jan 28, 2011 02:48

If one more person on this stupid community forgets me, I swear I'm gonna explode. I mean, it shouldn't even matter, right? But, every time a new one piles on it's like another knife in my back and I feel like I can't breathe.

I've lost so much already, I can't lose the people here who matter to me too. [ She shuts her eyes and rubs them with ( Read more... )

claire bennet

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lockon2urheart January 29 2011, 10:42:25 UTC

If it's any consolation, I agree. From both sides of the equation. The memory ones are the worst.

The only real way to deal with it is to remember they'll be back to normal in a few days. From experience, trying to convince them it's a virus is usually pretty pointless.

autophoenix January 29 2011, 10:43:42 UTC

I'm not talking about viruses. I'm talking about people leaving and coming back and not remembering any of it. Or any of us. The virus just happens to have the unfortunate timing of coinciding with all of that. So, what do you do when it's not just some virus that turns everybody into either a grandma or a kid?

lockon2urheart January 29 2011, 10:52:31 UTC

Ah. Less experience with that one.

I guess all you can do is start again. I mean, even if they don't have the memories, they're still the same person - whatever kept you together as friends will still be there where it counts, right? Not that I'm saying it'd be easy, but at least they're still around.

autophoenix January 29 2011, 11:04:56 UTC

... And if they've changed and become a completely different person during their time away?

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honorregained January 30 2011, 08:08:38 UTC

...That hasn't happened to me yet. I don't think I'd take it well, either.

autophoenix January 30 2011, 08:13:29 UTC

You'd think after all the times it's happened to me in my life, I'd just ... not care. Or at least be used to it. But, every time it's worse than the last and I just --

[ fffuuu huff of sadness. ] I don't think I can take it happening to anybody else, you know? It's like way beyond the breaking point already.

honorregained January 30 2011, 08:55:23 UTC

If you reach a point of not caring when the same thing keeps happening to you, I'd love to know your trick, because I could use it. We don't get to decide about it.

It'll probably keep happening just because it's so aggravating.

autophoenix January 30 2011, 09:08:45 UTC

... Is that supposed to be your idea of being comforting? It could use some work. You know, usually it comes equipped with like "I promise I won't forget you," or "I'm here if you need me." You know. Comfort?

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in my defense i meant to respond to this a while ago but got sidetracked cannotemotealie January 30 2011, 14:41:29 UTC

Who did what now?

LMAO i accept you it's okay. autophoenix January 30 2011, 23:35:41 UTC

Sam left and forgot everything and now he's back and Spike did the same stupid thing just when we were starting to be friends and I'm sick of it, Emo. Why does this always happen to me? Am I just forgettable?

thanks to you this is officially a true statement: cannotemotealie January 30 2011, 23:43:38 UTC

You're not forgettable, girl. And I ain't planning on forgetting you, that's fo'sho. 'S just how this shit works, I guess. :-\

i am honored to be emo's 20th comment autophoenix January 30 2011, 23:44:43 UTC

Well, I don't have to like it.

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