I view suicide as a good alternative to homework.

If I stay in school I honestly thing it will kill me.

I let myself get so thrown of course and I don't even know why. I let myself get carried away by some brief glimpse of joy and now I'm lost in this maze of trees with witches and wolves. I think I need to make some sacrifices to get back to where I need to be but will it all be worth it? There no time for me to thing on it but I can't possible just ( Read more... )

So I created my own Youtube channel. Originally it was so I could focus on fighting with my depression but since I won that battle, for the most part, I dunno if I want to keep it. I wouldn't mind laeving it and up loading stuff if I could come up with a schitck or something but for now it's kind of lame. Oh well, only time will tell I guess. It ( Read more... )

Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses1. Varied Interests - 85.7%
2. Financial Situation - 76.9%
3. Adventurousness - 75%
4. Open-Mindedness - 72.7%
5. Sense of Humor - 71.4%
1. Selfishness - 81.8%
2. Appearance - 77.8%
3. Temper - 75%
4. Shyness - 50%

Dating Strengths ExplainedVaried Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to try and stay up for over 24 hours so I can correct my sleep pattern. It'd be a lot easier if I wasn't already sleep deprived and didn't have to go to work. Oh well, wish me luck!

"Prop 8 - The Musical" starring Jack Black, John C. Reilly, and many more... by Jack Black

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Your rainbow is strongly shaded green.

What is says about you: You are an intelligent person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

So I have been stupidly angry the past couple of days and I have no idea why. I'm sure that there is some reasoning behind it but I can't exactly put my finger on it. The closest thing I can think of that triggered it was when Zach got drunk at a party and I was more or less his verbal punching bag. I think that was more his Ego talking but still. ( Read more... )

So while being home with a fucked up stomach (that feels better today!) I found this little nugget of joy that brought back many a good memory.

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Also I think I might get into some gay pride things. I've been having some weird changes of heart lately that I don't know how to feel about, I may even try becoming a better person (le gasp!). Yeah, I ( Read more... )