definitely need to use this to vent again...i thought these days were over ( Read more... )

so i was talking to julie the other night about how i never post in this anymore...but i used to like to, even if i didnt think anyone read it.  just a good venting outlout or for whatever else i feel like talking about ( Read more... )

1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
yaa i think so

2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
nope

3. It is your friend's birthday; do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you anything on your birthday?
eh, im not that great at birthdays, im more of a christmas time buyer...i've been kind of ( Read more... )

so its that time again.  summer is ending and im getting ready to go back to school.  its very bittersweet.  last summer i couldnt wait to get away from the hell i was living at home, but this summer was different for obvious reasons.  this was definitely the best summer i've had in awhile...being 21 and going out for drinks with friends, being ( Read more... )

so im 21 years old and have had a decent amount of boyfriends, yet i just received my first bouquet of flowers from a boy yesterday.  it made me happy cuz they were daisies (my favorite) and were a surprise for no apparent occassion or anything.  so yay :)  i really never thought i would have a boyfriend like this.  i actually didnt think someone ( Read more... )

-Prologue-

1. WHO took your default pic?
my myspace picture was taken by me! i have talent...

2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
purple virginia beach pj shorts and a white

3. What is your current problem?
im actually doing okay

4. What makes you most happy?
laughing

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
computer humming

6. Do you ( Read more... )

so things have been going good.  going to find out about 2 jobs tomorrow and im pretty sure at least one of them will work out, so im looking forward to that.  i think im gonna be babysitting like 3 days a week for 8 hours, which wont be too bad.  there are three kids and the youngest is 5, so thats notbad at all.  and they have a pool! so thats ( Read more... )

blah, Andy had to get up wicked early to go to work, and now i cant fall back asleep...so im doing this i guess

So the summer started out awesome with me and Andy's trip to myrtle beach and virginia.  It really ended up being a perfect vacation.  I kept thinking that something was going to go wrong the whole time, just cuz I had been excited about ( Read more... )

Countdown til the end of the semester...

4 days..
Sociology paper
Sociology presentation
Sociology final
Experimental showcase and research paper
Clinical Psych test
Physiological Psych test
Italian final

so much to do, but there is so little time that it seems like it should be closer than it is,  but it doesnt really feel like it yet.  im very anxious for ( Read more... )

I think way too much about the future sometimes.  i try to plan, and i should know from the past that that never works out.  i just need to go with it i guess.  i know what i want...thats the thing.  i know exactly what i want...im just scared of what that looks like to others i guess sometimes...family, friends, etc..i said it before and ill say ( Read more... )