this journal is gay. so i made a new one.

colonists

+it!
i need to stop making so many journals!!!11!!!

dude i want to get made.

p.s. as of today, im big pimpin.

i cannot do it. i just cannot do it.
i dont care what everyone else says.

ive never been good at breaking hearts. ive only been good at breaking noses.

i feel so bad right now. so guilty.

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i feel so much better. max &i talked. its going to be okay now.


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ive got butterflies in my stomach. im so nervous.

my parents tell me "dont sell yourself short, you have a lot going for you." but what? what do i have going for me? i cant see anything.
i want to go to school in new zealand. really bad. so i should start saving up money now. maybe for once in my life things will go my way.

nicole called me at 630 this morning. she said that mom just hit someone with my van.i hope everyones okay.
car wrecks are a great way to start ones day.