Last evening was Draco's surprise party. Pansy and Blaise are such good friends to him. The party was lovely and being able to surprise Draco was no small feat ( Read more... )

I feel as though reality is slowly slipping away from me. When Blaise and I were shopping for Draco's birthday gift, I was happy and content. Suddenly an overwhelming sadness consumed me and I could not leave fast enough. I have never gone this long without talking to Draco. I feel completely out of touch with him and his life ( Read more... )

I haven't seen Draco for days and I miss him so much. His birthday is soon and I have a few thoughts on what to get him. I think I will see if Blaise can offer me some insight on a gift ( Read more... )

It is late and yet I find myself unable to sleep. When I closed my eyes, I have so many things running in my head. There is much to think about, but I cannot bring myself to dwell on this. I have decided to let it stay in the past and move forward ( Read more... )

It has been an emotional few days. Draco is starting a relationship and I couldn't be more thrilled. He needs someone in his life. Someone to love him and hold him and to tell him when he is being an arse. I love my son, but I do see his shortcomings better than anyone ( Read more... )

I do not know what to do. Draco gave me the most disturbing news last evening. He had know about his father's affair for a year before I found out. I realize that Lucius can be forceful, but how could Draco keep this from me for so long ( Read more... )

Draco is coming by tonight for dinner. It has been ages since we have had an evening alone. I so look forward to catching up on his life and his new relationship. He has been under quite a bit of pressure lately. I know some of it has to do with his father returning to London, but my mother's intuition tells me it is something more...

My life is a shamble. Lucius rotten, two-timing, bloody bastard has returned to England. I know he wishes to sway Draco from me. If that happens, my life will be over. He is my sole reason for living ( Read more... )