Firstly, I have way too many places online to do these updates, hence why livejournal has been falling to the wayside... Secondly, for recent times, I've moved back out of dad's house, and back in with mom for a few months to get life on track.  Just one problem: unemployment decided I didn't make enough last year to warrant any money so now it's ( Read more... )

Well you win some and you lose some, and sometimes you just have but to hang on that much longer to make things better. In this instance, I lost the house I was living in, lost the solidarity between me and everyone else due to the scattering to the four winds. However I'm still hangin in there with Corwin, goin with him to stay in grass valley ( Read more... )

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For the first time I open my eyes in a long time and really start to commit myself to my music thanks to a woman I met on a chat game. She lives in Michigan, trying to keep impartial here of course because we all know what happenned last time. Found out she's also a vocalist and writes all her songs plus had a a band and I've heard her material ( Read more... )

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Well this christmas was nice with cookies and whatnot watching starwars all day at my mom's house. Still no one to share it with other than my friends when I get home in story. Other than that I go to my dad's house tomorrow and do an after christmas/christmas with him.

Normally I would be anxious about spending time with the family this year as I haven't had that oportunity in a year or two but after waking up fully and having my first smoke of the day the depression I've been keeping at bay with that fine line sets in again and I have too much time to think. Here I am Christmas eve, most of my friends have left ( Read more... )

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Well it would seem that trying to give a shit about anyone anymore is pointless as all you get back is hand a couple inches shorter when you reach out. I'm done, that's it, I just can't wait for the end of January when I can possibly maybe get my appartment back and have a bedroom again... unless for some reason that doesn't happen either. Today ( Read more... )