So many emotions

[dracomiss]

I have no outlet for the torrent of emotion tearing through me, so I turn to livejournal. The chronicle of my failure of romance. I thought I had met my mate, my partner in this adventure. Overnight it went from wedding plans to him determining me the most dispicable human on the earth. Him showing up to an event he knows is close to my family,

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[srsexypants]

Hey, Tashia. I haven't looked at this journal in years, but for some reason decided to peek at old entries tonight and happened upon this. I hope everything is well since this post.

I remember the effect that relationship had on you in high school, and I'm sorry to hear that you feel plunged back into that feeling of helplessness. I don't for a second believe that you are a fool. Neither should you.

Take care.

[dracomiss]

Things have gotten much better since then, thank you. I actually have a new boyfriend now, another single parent with a son almost exactly Scarlett's age. I'm thinking maybe I had some things to learn about myself and about love, and then the universe slapped me with time to move on :). I certainly have a rough history with romance though. Mike was just the first of many to play with my heart and manipulate me. At least it's taught me not to waste too many tears on assholes. Get up, dust yourself off, and get back out there again :). It's so good to hear from you!

[srsexypants]

I'm glad to hear that things have gotten better. I hope you're doing well. It would be great to catch up one of these days.