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[down_pour]

I'm plastic, i swallow 2 pills to be happy and 1 to sleep and the 4-8 advils a day to keep away headache, cramps...made up syptoms sometimes...just because. I've gotten to the point where i don't cry at night anymore even though i want to and need to and am sad enough inside that i should be. all my medication makes it impossible. i can't write

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[mcgwin]

kate i just want you to know that i love you. i know that you have felt very sad for a while now and i want you to be happy. i wish i knew what to say to make things better. i know that you loved jeremy but you have to beleive me that you are so much better than him and better without him. i didnt like the way he treated you. i know that you have been through so much in your life. this might sound really stupid to you but i dont care. i worry about you sometimes. i get scared for you sometimes. i dont want anything bad to happen to you or have things make you feel like you are an inadequate person. you are a good person. i will always be here for you. when you feel really sad or angry or upset or pissed off or scared or excited or nervous i want you to know that you can call me. anytime. anywhere. i am here.

[trixxxie3624]

i love you, kate....really. i love you for everything you are, and everything that has happened to you makes you the strong, beautiful, interesting, intelligent young woman you are today and if it's any consolation, i look up to you and you drive to continually do better and improve yourself...i understand, to a much lesser degree, some of what you're feeling and if you should ever want to talk, or get away from it, i'm always here and only a phone call away. don't ever forget i like you, genuinly respect you, and think you are a beautiful person.

liz.