and the horse you rode in on

Feb 16, 2009 15:42

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friends, college, kc, kingdom crack, school, life, family, i give up

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jupiterk February 16 2009, 23:02:56 UTC
god I fucking feel you on this Mary *flies to utah and holds*

I know you just want to curl up and die but giving up is just the worst thing you could do in this situation. The semester isn't even at halfway yet so take this time to just breathe and try to organize yourself. If you don't do well this semester the world isn't going to collapse. Take another hiatus from KC if you have to if it'll help you concentrate more on school.

Doing shit you don't want to do is the worst but do you have anyone in Anthro or Spanish you could talk about the material with? I mean just getting anyone to help you out can really push you in the right direction and probably help you with study tips and shit.

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doublekill February 16 2009, 23:08:05 UTC
No if I don't do well this semester I'll just have my parents yell at me for wasting money and the unspoken comparison of me to my older brother who has had a 4.0 his whole college career and has a successful internship and a wonderful girlfriend and his own house and he's not even 21 yet. And I don't want to get the whole "Well at least he's going into something useful for life" college major debate again.

And no I don't really talk to anyone in Spanish. I have a group in Anthropology who is pretty cool they share the same sentiment though I guess that's not a good thing lmao.

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jupiterk February 16 2009, 23:12:58 UTC
Aya. *punches your parents in the face*

LMAO well it's better then nothing for anthro, and idk about Spanish. Get Maki to help you.

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doublekill February 16 2009, 23:13:34 UTC
Yeah I might ask Maki and Nessy a thing or two.

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superflavor February 16 2009, 23:09:56 UTC
lmao i feel you :( *picks up entry and posts it*

but cellie will be back soon right?

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doublekill February 16 2009, 23:10:29 UTC
Three months. By then the semester will be over and I'll be in Thailand.

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superflavor February 16 2009, 23:11:19 UTC
fuck :(

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doublekill February 16 2009, 23:11:44 UTC
I dunno what to do.

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makiabre February 16 2009, 23:34:07 UTC
I could help you with spanish, you know.

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doublekill February 17 2009, 00:07:50 UTC
:)......

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makiabre February 17 2009, 00:09:57 UTC
lmfao really i would it's no big deal for me i'll do whatever i can

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doublekill February 17 2009, 00:10:18 UTC
god you;'re my heroe i have a midterm this thursday i'm going to bomb

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candlejack February 16 2009, 23:35:53 UTC
I hate when that shit happens to you, you're just such a precious person. Karma's such a big ass lie.

I wish I could be there. *holds* I know it's not the same, but if you need to talk, I'm here. I'll call you if you want?

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doublekill February 17 2009, 00:08:41 UTC
Idk I'm like five years overdue for a real mental breakdown so I figure I should have one before I snap or something.

*sits with* I wish anyone from kc could be here. I know I have you guys here for me but there's something about someone physically being here with me, you know?

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candlejack February 17 2009, 00:43:36 UTC
No, you're not, everyone has their own breakdowns, there's no "age" for it, Mary. *rubs back*

Yeah, I totally understand you. Having someone next to you it's completely different, which is why I wish I could be there. :\ *puts on swimming suit and swims over there*

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doublekill February 17 2009, 00:45:50 UTC
Nononono that's not what I meant. I mean I've almost had breakdowns so many times and I've had a lot of traumatic stuff happen I just repress it. And believe me I've heard everything someone can say about how that's bad for me and everything and I know it is but it's just how I used to deal with things.

*swims out to meet in the middle*

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doublekill February 17 2009, 00:08:53 UTC
*packs into suitcase*

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