there goes the fear again.

Why do I suddenly get disinterested when a person is actually treating me nice, or how i deserve to be treated.

Messiah complex please go away. I want to be happy this time. 

made me this way. 

not bad.
but O GILIW KO MISS NA MISS NA KITA!

I am in a pseudo relationship limbo again.
The other one's a psycho and this one's a psychologist.

I kissed him sober.
It was sure, soft, and sweet.
He was gentle..
I was half laughing/smiling.

Good to kiss someone sober.

you sir is only a booty call away.
YOU SLUT.
haha

it was quick.
So how many more did you promise uncertainty? 
FUCK YOU!
Oh I just did.

you are almost nothing to me now. but i can't stop the stalking.
I will not be gray area girl but i miss you.
i'm gonna find another fast. I promise.

After a few drinks, I will be let uninhibited to travel this country of flushed cheeks and slurred words

In this familiar territory, you are all over me - touching me, kissing me, liking me, loving me.

We should stay drunk.

I could live forever here. 

eating me whole.