i won't lie now, its over, it hurts, but whatever. it hurts my pride and self-confidence more than my heart. SO, i was talking to my mom, yes, my mom is the greatest, after all the attempts at cheering me up, she is the best at what she does, being a mom =) she told me the honest truth, but somehow made me look on the bright side. its true, that i ( Read more... )

We're done. its done. alone again! woot woot. -_-

i txted him with "i don't get you =\... Gnite" last night nd then turned off my cell. see, we're not official, and i don't even think we'll ever get there at the rate we're going. he said he'd come back uptown after classes to see me on vday, but i don't even want to see him anymore. most likely we're going to do something lame and unromantic, i ( Read more... )

i am so much smarter than this. he acts as if he doesn't want to be with me, that's fine, just say it so i'll stop wasting my time. if this is one-sided i want to know now, better that i walk away from this only partially scathed. i'm really not happy with this whole thing, if he doesn't want to be with me, why does he call me out to chill?

( stolen from tinaaasoulll )

losing all my senses,
not using my head...
what the hell's wrong with me?
put that wall back up...
i'm getting hurt,
and i'm watching it happen right before my eyes

bought an abercrombie shirt =) and half of silkys present

blah, i've really had enough of being treated like shit. i'm a princess at heart, and i think she's really had enough of this. really, i wanted to just spend my friday night with him, not out at a club, looking aimlessly around for no one and nothing in particular. i know he was out having fun with his friends, and really thats cool. i had a few ( Read more... )

*sigh sigh =)... i'm such a pushover sometimes -_-''

yayyy, nancy ill be in van for 4 days =)

Depart; March 1; Toronto 09:45 am
Arrive; March 2; Honk Kong 03:00 pm

Depart; March 29; Honk Kong 02:55 pm
Arrive; March 29; Vancouver 10:30 am

Depart; April 2; Vancouver 01:00 pm
Arrive; April 2; Toronto 08:29 pm