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blah, i've really had enough of being treated like shit. i'm a princess at heart, and i think she's really had enough of this. really, i wanted to just spend my friday night with him, not out at a club, looking aimlessly around for no one and nothing in particular. i know he was out having fun with his friends, and really thats cool. i had a few laughs with my friends, but when it comes down to it, i didn't want to be there. they spent most of the night looking for their boyfriends. so who was i looking for? someone up there is laughing at me, because i got two roses last night, from two people who aren't him. its true, i do like space, i do like being independent, but not so soon? does that make sense? *scratches head*. it hasn't been long enough for me to want to have my own time apart. i don't mean to bitch, but im just scaring myself because i have some weird feeling that i'm becoming what i hate. the kind of "boyfriend" i wouldn't want. clingy, needy, *shudder* ... so if he wants space, i'm gone. we were supposed to chill today but whatver, im spending the day at sherway gardens, and getting "laysee". money money money! i love chinese new years..