found my password

I'm sorry bout the phone call
and needing you
some decisions you don't make
I guess it's just like breathing
but not wanting to
there's some things you can't fake

Did you forget that yellow bird?
How could you forget your yellow bird?
She took a small silver wreathe and pinned it onto me
she said 'this one will bring you love'
I don't know if it's true but I keep it for good luck

And I know you have a heavy heart
I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have throw their back out trying to lift it

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  Dear LiveJournal,

Today I took a hammer to someone's skull.

the end

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TACO BELL HAS A NEW VALUE MENU!!!!

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I keep having hallucinations that someone is standing over me looking down as I lay in my bed in the dark. 
and I get soo scared I just freeze up until they disappear

creepy much? 

 Thoughts 
destroy

the future
exists everything dark

the body 
fat

the liver
diseased

thoughts 
encroach

fotune
saddness

the night 
cold

the room
empty dark

company 
alone

the sounds
of silence

condition 
permanent

system
malfunction

mode 
self-destruct

self-destruct
one escape

the world
remains

approx 1:45 in the am

had way too much coke (-a-cola)

can't calm down

feel like going skate boarding

or coloring my hair

or being really cool in some other way

someone come to me

I want to see people this weekend
(this means you)

uhhhmmm

grr