Here's some unofficial wedding photos until I get my professional ones.


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Just in case anyone is reading this still (MICHELLE), I wanted to let you know that I'm engaged....  and we're getting married May 17, 2008!

Lots of things are happening. Lots of things will be happening soon. Challenging things. I am realizing that my comfortableness in most situations will be overturned. Again I am faced with the fact that I never give a 100 percent effort. Hmmm.... I can feel it. I can feel how wonderful it would be to give my all, my best, in every situation ( Read more... )

icons i have made and am attempting to post.


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i probably shouldn't risk putting personal stuff on here since i don't know if certain people might actually look at it. but oh well, i want to anyway. this morning i reread all of the little notes i've accumulated from him, most from 2003. it was not very encouraging. most of the content was about him being frustrated and confused about me. i ( Read more... )

i spent most of the weekend with tim, which was good. but he is leaving for his parents' for a week tomorrow and i suddenly had that weird feeling. it's a feeling i used to get a lot in high school when i would have to go home from camp or when college was over for the summer. kind of a very slightly depressed "well what am i supposed to do now ( Read more... )

we took the twine we used to use
to tie up tight our tattered shoes
twisted twigs and crooked cross
a necklace for the deeply lost
Builder with the broken bricks
Mother to the baby chicks
You made this world to look so nice
i wonder what the next one's like?
yellow spider,
yellow leaf,
confirms my deepest held belief.

i was jumping out of a tree today and the split second i was falling before i hit the ground, a thought flashed through my mind, "maybe i will keep falling and never hit anything, right through the earth." it was so cool. but then i hit the ground. sigh ( Read more... )

davin, a guy at my work, was talking to me during my lunch break. it was just the two of us there. i was reading lamentations. he asked me what i was reading and i said the bible. he said oh. he said, 'so you're a devout christian then.' i said, 'yup.' without looking up from reading. a few seconds later he said, 'yeah, i don't do the whole ( Read more... )

i am leaving livejournal b/c it sukcs compared to my friend mary's suggestion of making a xanga page. so i will continue my ramblings at dorkloseridiot at www.xanga.com. come and visit. mary's page is tagteambowler and marc's page is marc_sukcs. justin is still working on his.

farewell.