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[dork_gurl]

If I don't get a job very soon I don't know what I'll do. I'm clinging on to the fact that there may be a sliver of hope that I will get a car once I get a job. I went to a place today to apply. I'd like to say it went well, but I'm really not sure. I was my bright and bubbly self, so I know that part should be good. The guy said it was a 3-

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[fiercerose]

Oooh, where did you apply at? Good luck. :)

As for that last part, I think that's a very healthy way to be. I've learned over the last few years that it accomplishes very little to sit around and mourn the circumstances. Much better to just get up and try to do something about them. Even if you fail, at least you'll know you tried. :)

[dork_gurl]

Yea, it's a very healthy attitude to have. Especially since there is sooo much going on for me right now it seems the whole world is against me. But I always know (from past experience) it could always be worse. I'll never ever again let things get as bad as they have been before. This way I know that even when all the odds are against me, i at least have one person in my corner...me. And that's all I really need.

Actually the other day when Tom drove me home we had this conversation. he basically was talking about everything that I believe in. It was so refreshing to have a conversation with someone who feels that way. I am rather sick of certain people I know wallowing in self pity and expecting everyone else to feel bad for them too (and dragging them down in the process).

[fiercerose]

That's pretty cool, Tom is a good guy :)

Wallowing is no good. I spent yeeeears doing it, and I can say from experience that it's definitely not worth it. All I got out of it was some mediocre poetry. :P

[dork_gurl]

Well, although I can't say it was ever a good thing to do, I can say that I did get a failed marrige out of it which resulted in a spectacular son. But I'm sure a lot of that was Karma. I deserved Bodie for all I put up with dealing with his dad...and that is saying a lot. Bodie (even though he kind of annoying me at the moment because he refuses to sleep) is by far the coolest kid personever.

[gl2813]

All I can do is wish you luck on getting the job.
But I've got to say this too, I haven't seen the kind of girls you mentioned in any restaurant in a long time. Besides I don't even get why you of all people would worry about that.

[dork_gurl]

It's certain resturaunts. Places like TGI Fridays is always a good exapmle. Or this new place I went to go apply at the other day Sanchos. And like I said, main stream good looking people. Like people that look like they belong on the cover of a magazine or an old Navy Commercial.

[notorious_bd]

It took me about 6 months of strict looking to find my current job. Hopefully, the same won't be true for you.