there is no pain; you are receding ...

sitting at the library. feeling alone. total absence.

I have just over a week left of being 28 ( Read more... )

I remembered some of the best memories I had with you. I was actually partially happy when looking back ( Read more... )

i am sick - literally sick - by what happened yesterday ( Read more... )

a printer!!??!

that's what was in the box.

not a letter.

you already gave me a printer for christmas. it's a very nice printer. why did you send me another one?

why didn't you share your thoughts and feelings with me?

watching one of his favorite movies again.
i loved this movie before i met him. but the fact that he liked it was one of those reasons i loved him so much.

the music is good too.

Mostly because the month contains the Fourth of July and my birthday ( Read more... )

15 page letter. hardly any response.

that was my heart breaking on those pages if you didn't notice.

"togetherness, well that's all i'm after."

i enjoyed your company so much. i feel like you never enjoyed mine.

i guess i was always a burden to you, which is sad, because i have so much to offer.

yet, it's also funny, because you were the one person who never bored me.