i just wanted to show you how brave he was

[dontstopmore]

It's weird how you feel you've come to a standstill, but the world around is still moving on..

It's strange how the only thing you wanna do is to see your friend's body being brought back home as soon as possible, yet people around you are still posting about shopping and movies and fun..

It's every parent's nightmare to see their child die before

Comments

[edthegreat]

i'm so sorry for your loss...your post made me cry... (i don't even know if should be posting anything because there isn't really anything i can say that will make you feel better...)

May your brother rest in peace...

[dontstopmore]

actually i'm just feeling kinda empty..
maybe i'm not that sad cos he's not suffering anymore?
maybe it was better for him to go..
and that i was expecting it as i waited for the news..
actually he's not like my real brother but since we've known eachother for 15-16 years he's as gd as one..
but thank you for posting <3

[shiiojou]

yuu-chan... (the photo really moved me)

It must be hard on you. waiting is the most painful thing, when you don't know what's going to happen. you must've loved your bro so much that don't know what to feel anymore. I'm sure you'll get around it and start to accept it bit by bit. I'm sure that you know best that he's still living on within you.

Hope you'll stay strong like how your bro did. He's amazing!

Cheer up soon yuu =)

My Deepest Condolences,
Stacey

[dontstopmore]

hey staceyyy~
hmm actually he's not like my real brother but he's just as good as one =(
but i just kinda had a feeling i had to stay up...
so i did..and the news did come..
things are sure gonna be different esp when his house is just opposite mine...
but thanks for ur comment <3

[jicachan]

This is so sad. I felt truely sad. I know what you mean, suddenly everything else seems really unimportant..

*hugs*

[dontstopmore]

yeahh..suddenly it seems like "i seriously dont care about what you're doing right now" kinda feeling ne? =/
thanks girl=)

[luv_akame]

hey..
i know you're going through a hard time at the moment.. but i just want you to know that it's ok for you to smile and have fun as well.. when my granddad died (he was the first loss i remember in my life), i cried every time i had a laugh cos i felt guilty of laughing instead of mourning.. but after a while, i knew he wouldn't want me to be like this, so i slowly got over it.. i hope you are able to do the same too..
cos your friend loves you so much, of course he doesn't want you to be unhappy..
hope you're ok..
xoxo

[dontstopmore]

i know..surprisingly i havent cried..
i just feel very empty..but i guess thats cos he isnt in my country and it seems so unreal...
and yeah he's such a happy guy he wouldnt want us to be upset for long~ =) thanksss <3

[luv_akame]

no problem :)
i just don't want you to feel all alone..

[stealthelove]

im so sorry for your loss im lost for words on what to say. this post really made me sad and i can only begin to imagine what you're going through. *hugs* may God rest his soul..

[dontstopmore]

its okays...i wouldnt know what to say too if it was a friend who faced this..=/ but its really ok..im more relieved he's stopped suffering more than im sad=) thanks for ur comment<3