I dunno man, lately everything is just so...stoned. Constantly and all of the time. Last night got alittle crazy and I wasn't even drinking. Even though I did smoke the prettiest bud. Really it was like christmas weed, this is the kind of wee dhtat santa clause smokes...you know, the magical stuff. my life isn't going much further than this. I'll ( Read more... )

ugh she started being a bitch... 8R

Happy Birthday to me

I woke up today and for the first time in a long time I felt so good. There was sunlight on my face and I love sierra so much. We laughed so much last night and it was like nothing had happened between matt and michael, goodwill ever took my soul, school never beat me. I still have myself. I had a talk with michael the other night and I told him ( Read more... )

God I just can't remember how or what happened last night.

Actually hah..I take that one back.

When you think about you're self too much you ruin who you love

For all time..I'll break myself through if I have to but this can't be the way it is anymore. I can't keep giving my lips and my heart to these random people that only give their lips in return. The phone won't ring for me this time. I should have known I was being cheated out of something beautiful again. It'll be the price I pay for as long as I ( Read more... )

Who does depression hurt? Everyone. Where does depression hurt? Everywhere. There it is, that weight that pushes down on me and rips ino my guts and soothes me. I can't help but notice what is happening here and I can't help but feel..empty, and I think that's what hurts me the most. I was never surprised by any of this. And I wish I had been. But ( Read more... )

Yeah I know...it's kind of funny isn't it? All I can do is laugh.