today was really horrible. i woke up with diarreah and 6:30 and i didnt have to be up until 6:45 (what a bummer). my car doesnt have heat so i freeze my chubby little ass off all of the way to school. when i get there, there is a freaking huge line to bobs office. so fuck it. then i have advisement. ill be damned if i havent had that advisor for ( Read more... )

i havent spoken to jason since early wednesday...so finally i get a phone call from him at like 4. we talk for a few minutes. the second i tell him i hung out with justin. he had to go. im mad that hes mad. or at least im pretty sure hes mad. its just like me going out to eat with brandon or cliff. all during break he hung out with girls, i didnt ( Read more... )

i got the navy scholarship stuff in the mail. i discovered, i must be able to swim 500 yds aka 5 football fields, in 13 minutes and 15 seconds. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i hate swimming.

boredom makes me update. but i dont have anything to say

new years resolution: lose 15 lbs by spring break. or drop two dress sizes.
you wanna know why? none of my foresaken clothes fit, and i hate buying things, especially when they are double the size they used to be....oh how vain i have become. death to birth control....

its christmas day. each year it gets more and more depressing. i have a lot of stuff to do, yet im here, writing this. well, i have to apply to three more colleges...i got the navy scholarship...its my ticket out of here. but what am i trying to get away from? what good will it do me? do i really want to join the navy? i mean, do i even have the ( Read more... )

i've waken up and all of my dreams are coming true, but i want to go back to sleep again.

holy fuck i got the navy scholarship....what the fuck am i going to do with my life????

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in order to study for finals. i will type it all here. and then write about my "so called life ( Read more... )