i hate when stupid people like *your* music. its mine, not yours.

my sister and grant got their peace corps assignemt: belize.

i cannot wait until this semester is over. i hope my classes are better next year. jason and i are back together. it is so wonderful. i couldnt be happier. wow i cant believe i made it through all of that.

this is so weird. i havent posted on livejournal in such a long time....college is good and bad. i have never been this challenged before. north forsyth sucks a preparing you for a competitive college. im making c's, yes its true, i only made one B in high school (in the hardest AP class there), but i am making c's at georgia tech. ah, there is a ( Read more... )

everyday is hard, but some are better than others. im disgusted. im so tired. i just wish it was the way it used to be. things are so messed up. i just want jason. i miss him so much. self medicating. everybody knows. the world continues whether or not youre still breathing. we're gonna rise above.

i love jason. he has been my world. he means everything to me; i dont know what i will do without him. im so lonely. its so cold by yourself. i hope he doesnt hurt. i want him to be happy. i want him to be the happyiest person alive. i hate me. i hate being alone. i dont know how people go on by themselves. i will always love jason.

ashley asked me to go on a cruise for spring break. heh. i dont know what ill do. school will be so much easier after this research paper is done and my paul krugman one is over. too bad im a procrasitnator.

i havent updated in a while. ok. things are alright. im testy. but i think every senior is right now. i mean, id really like to know what ill be doing for the next ten years or so. and id really like to know so that i can get on with my freakin life. ok well, i hate economics, and i dont think mr. bond is that great of a teacher.its funny people ( Read more... )

i love being around jason. hes the greatest. jessica's birthday bash was fun. im tired.

whew. my transcript from UVA has been received. i feel so great. i was genuinely worried about it. ok, i am going to watch donnie darko right now. i hope its as good as everyone says.