I have this impending taste for doom, even when it tries to hide I can always feel it loom, but it doesn’t bug me all that much, I’ve become accustomed to it and I don’t mind that it never loses touch, an icy grasp on my skin and it’s kin which hides on the inside, where it’s hard to see but eager to be another subject in this play, another ( Read more... )

One of these days i'm going to make it all up to you, everything i ever said so falsely and the troubles that i make, you'll call me and tell me it's ok, and that you love me anyways. Every minute i spend wishing and waiting, trust me it's not dissipating i'm just impatient and alone, beauty doesn't translate on the phone when your voice is the ( Read more... )

So today was easter and subsequently (and more importantly) Brigitte and my four month anniversary. It's really annoying when you have to try and celebrate this occasion 450 miles apart from each other, with a family you don't really understand, and who refuse to understand you better, in a church which you don't believe in, with a priest who doesn ( Read more... )

so i've decided that on my spring break i'm gonna try and get back into the groove of writing some meaningful, semi-decent/readable stuff. Hopefully all will go as planned.

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Just something i wrote a long time ago, thought i'd share it, see what ya'll think ( Read more... )

So lately i've really begun to question what i'm doing with myself, in my life. I don't think this is like any grand revelation but right now i can't stop thinking about all the dumb things i've done in my life, and the dumber things i've contemplated doing because of these things. In the end i've gotten lucky and made the right decision by default ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty much amazing. Brigitte came up to see me on thursday and she stayed until sunday morning. We finally got to go out with all of my friends and i had a really good time, and everyone was excited that she came, and really enjoyed her company. She took me to her old salon, and i got to meet all the people she used to work ( Read more... )

just a little ditty i wrote today in class... and no it's not autobiographical by any means, just an idea in my head that i wrote down ( Read more... )

So this week is turning out to be pretty good... i got friends coming tomorrow, the weekend is finally here, and i'm reaching the end of some big pain-in-the-ass factors. First off, we finally all signed the lease for our house next year, which means no more stupid housing and roommate stress. Speeking of roommate stress, my roommate has been ( Read more... )