my my what a mess we've made of our pretty little heads these days...
So lately i've really begun to question what i'm doing with myself, in my life. I don't think this is like any grand revelation but right now i can't stop thinking about all the dumb things i've done in my life, and the dumber things i've contemplated doing because of these things. In the end i've gotten lucky and made the right decision by default a few times, yet also blatantly made the wrong decision too. If only i had enough foresight and patience to stop and look down the road more than five minutes and see what it will make of me. Waking up feeling horribly stupid about yourself is getting redundant, and yet, like the rest of the world i'll wake up and do the same thing over again tomorrow. At least there are some bright spots in my life, a few beacons of sanity i can rely on... i should really learn to listen to them more.