Dear Alex ( Read more... )

I can't believe it. The pregnancy was going fairly smoothly. The baby and I were beating all the odds against us. The first doctor visit was great, he checked us out and told us we were six weeks along. The second visit he kind of freaked out on me, telling me that with my bloodsugars as high as they were, I wouldn't have a healthy baby. The ( Read more... )

I can't believe it! As of 10:15 p.m. on 05/16/2005 it happened! I've tested positive...I'M PREGNANT!!! I took the test and had to have 2 other people read it to make sure I wasn't seeing things. They confirmed it! It put Alex in shock and he didn't even really register it until the next afternoon. I told mom, dad, and my sister last night. ( Read more... )

Well, it was a good birthday. The group didn't manage to get me as drunk as they wanted to, they didn't get to see me puke. I did end up puking, just not until after Alex got me all ready for bed and made sure I had the bucket close by. Here's the evening (hopefully in order, with all the details ( Read more... )

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Come 3:00 today I'm free to get drunk off my ass! Woohoo! I have to wonder how much it'll take before I'm totally blitzed tonight.

Woo! So much for the countdown...It's today! I'm 21 officially at 5:46p.m. PST. My Sis' Birthday is tomorrow. She's 364 days older than me. Blah on her...at least we can go to a bar the next time I see her. *hop hop hop* Gotta run, back to the daily grind. :-p Peace.

5 days until I'm 21!!!!!

Well, I found another job finally. Thank god! Sitting at home in the cave was driving me up the walls, and believe you me, those walls were pretty short and getting closer together by the day. With the 6 1/2 foot ceilings and small rooms there wasn't much space to do anything but sit on my thumbs. Thumb sitting can be alright at first, but ( Read more... )