All hearts could be warmer
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So today, I woke up to some hurtful words, then my mom started yelling at me and later kicked me out for the day...but I had to be home on time..? Whatever..? Thank god the boyfriend let me stay over.
But eh, of course I'm not in a good mood now.
I can't help it but I keep replaying words through my head and it hurts so much and it like I'll never be good enough for anyone. I'm not just talking about my mom, either.
It's like I try so hard to be "perfect", yet remain myself, and its fucking hard. And I know everyone says that life is short and life for YOU not others, and only you can make yourself truly happy and all that junk, but lately it doesn't seem like that's possible for me. Face it: I'm not happy, and I know no one else can make me happy unless I'm happy with myself. Nope. Fail.
So yeap.
I'm just living with the thought that I'll never be happy, and I should just get used to it.
However, on a positive note, what other couple has clothes fights and what the hell other female would let their boyfriend make her smell his ball cheese?
I think I should get some points for that one.
:/