so tired. so cranky. so pointless.

I really should not be awake already. I did not fall asleep until 9 A.M. and I have been awake for about 45 minutes now. My Mom brought me iced coffee and it forced me to wake up. Within the 45 minutes or so that I have been awake, I've managed to take Aurora for a walk and do the dishes. And throw up for the 3rd day in a row. I have no idea what ( Read more... )

I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson ( Read more... )

Warning:My music taste is very eclectic, don't judge!Here's the "Guess the Song" Meme ( Read more... )

It's taking time, all this fear I pushed back to move on,
Beating me like a panic attack since you've gone.
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now.

I turn to see my faded tracks in the snow.
I've come so far with no idea where to go.
And if I never fear to be more alone, I do now,
I do now.

I need you to tell me you'll be right by my side ( Read more... )

I was just in my old room looking for a lint roller, and there is a nest of birds in between the window frame and the air conditioning unit. I want to help them, but I am seriously terrified of birds. I think they can probably get out the same way they got in, but the Mom bird doesn't seem to be in there. I wish I wasn't terrified of birds because ( Read more... )

girl, i slip into your bedroom ( Read more... )

Katy Perry's remake of Electric Feel by MGMT is amazing. Blue Foundation is also amazing. I wish that music could be personified and I could just date songs. I think that would work wonderfully. I need to try and sleep again because I have a lot to do today. I mailed Jade's CD yesterday, and if there is anyone on my list who likes indie music, send ( Read more... )

Move your slender fingers,
Help me play this song.
Spend another night inside this rented mansion.
I love you now.
I know that doesn't matter
I love you now,
I know that doesn't matter.

Kissing me full of beer, tequila, weed, and candy.Walking down the boardwalk ( Read more... )

Good things that have occurred in the past few days ( Read more... )