Title: Love is bigger
Author: DokoDemoAruNino
word count: 1239 (one shot)
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: PG-13, Fluff (?), Romance (?), crack (?)
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything but the crazy plot. I wish I owned Ohmiya though. XD. Also, I am bad at giving ratings, genre and summary. Many apologies.
Summary: Sho wants to take their relationship further, but Aiba feels that something big stands in the way.
Everyone knows Sho and Aiba loves each other very much, and everyone can see Sho showing his affection to Aiba more and more. What surprised everyone was how willing Sho was to take the next step and how unwilling Aiba was. It wasn’t that Aiba was unwilling to take it further with Sho, but he had lot’s of worries about being The Sakurai Sho’s boyfriend.
“How long more are you going to make Sho wait and suffer Aiba?” Nino asked over dinner, which Aiba was paying for, one day. “Can’t you see that Sho really loves you? He’s even gone on to national TV to say that he wanted to date you after you said you rather date Jun than him.”
Aiba stabbed at the meat violently saying nothing in reply to Nino, of course he knew Sho loves him and was being super obvious about it these days, and of course he felt super bad about that whole “I don’t want to date Sho because his schedule it too tight for me.” He regretted saying it the moment he did because he saw the hurt look in Sho eyes, and he quickly tried to rectify the situation but it just became worst and worst.
“Don’t you love him too? I thought you did?” Nino ask quietly, his own chopsticks going to grab at the meat that Aiba was stabbing instead of eating.
“I do! I do love him! But….” Aiba hesitated, how was he suppose to tell Nino his worry?
“But what? You know you can always tell me anything, I promise you whatever you are overthinking, it can’t be that bad.”
“I’m.biffer..” Aiba mumbled
“You’re what? Sorry?”
“I’m bigger” AIba said a little louder. Nino blinked in surprise, was that really Aiba’s worry?
“Aiba, you know we call you Aibaka as a joke right? Of course you’re bigger than Sho! You’re bigger and taller than all of us in Arashi! So why is this a problem?” Nino asked, puzzled.
“You don’t really get it do you? I want to bottom! Have you seen a bottom that’s bigger than their top? And I don’t just mean body size, but also…..” Aiba said in a soft voice, glancing around to make sure nobody heard him.
“Also?” Nino probed, sensing where this is going.
“You call it my third leg… what if… what if Sho felt his masculinity threatened by this? What if I have to top?! I guess if he really wanted to, I can, but what if I’m too big and hurt him? I don’t want to hurt him anymore Ninochan!!!”
Nino tried hard to swallow his laughter as he can see his best friend was going through what he considered was a crisis. He love how simple and innocent Aiba was, to believe in those typical love story that said the bottom must be the petite tiny one.
He cough to hide his laughter, “I’m sure Sho won’t mind that you are bigger, no really, he won’t.” Nino said this with confidence as he remembered how domineering Sho can be, nope, size really wouldn’t matter here. “I insist you talk to Sho to put you and him out of your self inflicted misery.”
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Aiba mumbled and grumbled all the way up to Sho’s apartment, Nino pestered him the whole time at the restaurant to call Sho and insisted they talked tonight. And so here Aiba was, in the elevator of Sho’s apartment after he was buzzed in.
He got out of the elevator and stopped in his tracks as he saw Sho waiting for him at the landing. They smiled at each other and Aiba slowly stepped out of the elevator, walking behind Sho back to his apartment.
“Do you want anything to drink? Coffee? Beer?” Sho offered as soon as they entered his apartment.
“No, I’m fine.” Aiba said timidly, seriously why are we acting so awkward around each other now, Aiba asked himself.
“Okay, I’ll have a beer if you don’t mind.” Sho said as he grabbed one from the mini fridge in his living area, he popped open a can and took a nervous gulp. “So, you said you have something to discussed with me over the phone?”
Aiba hesitated for a while, wondering how he was suppose to bring up such a delicate subject, before deciding that honest straight forward was the way to go.
“Nino said you won’t mind that I’m bigger than you, and that you’ll still top,”
Sho chocked on his beer and spitted out a few sprays, hands going to pound on his chest. Aiba quickly came to help him, thumping his back and apologizing the whole time.
Sho held up his hand as his coughing subsided, “What is this about being bigger and topping? What did Nino tell you now?”
Aiba chewed on his lips, he could tell Sho was a bit upset, “Nino didn’t tell me anything? Well he did say you wouldn’t mind that I am bigger, and that of course I will be bigger cause I am the biggest in Arashi? Something like that? So it will still be okay for you to top and for me to bottom”
Aiba told Sho, watching in amusement at the rise in colour on Sho’s cheeks. “He told me I was stupid for putting us both in this misery just because I feel you’ll be threatened by how much bigger I am to you.”
“Aiba, please stop.” Sho said, feeling his embarrassment rise the longer Aiba spoke, his hands going to cover his eyes. “I love you Aiba, and I want to take our relationship to the next level, but it’s still too soon to talk about bottom and top.”
“But…. does this mean…. it bothers you doesn’t it?” Aiba said sadly, so he was right.
Sho sighed out loud and grabbed Aiba hands, “Look at me Aiba, look me in the eyes.” Aiba did as he was told reluctantly. “I love you. I love everything about you, your smile, your eyes, your personality, and yes, even your size.”
Sho could see Aiba was about to protest but he shook his head and frowned at Aiba who just closed his mouth. “And incase you forget, my sweet Aiba, we’ve showered...ermm.. naked before.” Sho flushed brightly as he said naked, “So I have seen your ermm… jr, and yes its bigger than mine, but I still love you and it the same. And I also know its more sensitive than mine and when the time comes I’ll gladly top and…….please shut me up now?” Sho begged with a fond smile as he watch Aiba shake and laugh silently.
“No please go on!” Aiba gasped out, his hand wiping at the tears that formed from trying to control his laughter.
“I love you Aiba Masaki, I really really love you. So please, can we take our relationship to the next step now?”
“Okay, Yeah.. I love you too Sho! My love for you is bigger than….. well bigger than the biggest thing!” Aiba said happily as he threw his arms around Sho, hugging him tightly
Sho laughed happily, “Yes, our love is bigger!” squeezing Aiba tight to him.
Aiba suddenly separated slightly from Sho, “Hey Sho… what is the next step?”
“Hmm? The next step?.... The next step is this…”
Sho suddenly leaned forward to kiss Aiba fully on the lips, savouring the long awaited taste.
A/N: My first attempt at a Sakuraiba fic, this is for everyone who waited and WAITED for a sakuraiba fic from me... Orz. It was a big failure wasn’t it? I can’t even begin to describe how much trouble it was for me to write a Sakuraiba fic. I was just never satisfied with it. I had a plot for a fic that I rewrote three times and I was just about the scrape it when i talked to
antimiya88 to get advice, and she told me to continue it. And we’ll see how that goes.
But I hope you guys like this really REALLY silly fic! I have more Ohmiya fics sitting in my draft that I’ll post some time! I’ll give Sakuraiba a shot again sometime in the future
Also, the episode where Aiba said he rather date Jun and not Sho is Hey Hey Hey 2014.01.13 episode!