I feel as though I should be counting down the days until I leave Fort McMurray. Still a full 2 months + more ( Read more... )

fml stop acting like such an asshole.

I'm going to have the worst summer ever ( Read more... )

I met an AMAZING guy last night.
I stopped drinking so I could sober up and talk to him.
He invited me to sleep over but I just slept on the couch. And this morning we just had great talks.
I hope to see him again...?? SWOOON!

Last night was great. I really needed it ( Read more... )

A General Description of How You Interact with Others
Here's one important truth about you: you have a tender heart. Yes, you know that others need to learn to take care of themselves. Yes, you know they need to accept the consequences of their foolish or bad behavior. And sometimes, even when your instinct is to help ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I have felt this so alone.
Everyone seems to be leaving.
Or there are restrictions on who I can see because of dueling friends.
Finals are tomorrow.
I'm so stressed.

I'm a bad person.
It reflects in the eyes of people that I have hurt or brave enough to confront.
I'm too smart that I subconsciously manipulate.
And by the time it's too late, I have been told what I did and I don't feel I should own up to it.
Just because I didn't think to do it. It just happened that way.
But then in the back of my head, I really ( Read more... )

Nothing new brought into light this evening. I guess I can't make decisions that benefit everyone.
Talking to my mom helped.
Leaving the house helped but it looks like I'm not going to class tomorrow >_>
I need to get my head back on straight after tonight. I thought I had a good thing going for me but he begs to differ.
Maybe it's just because he is ( Read more... )

The unlucky number 4 pays me a visit again...

Let's count:

I broke up with Chris 4 weeks after dating him

Justin cheated me in 3 April's ago and we broke up in August

I was pretty much used by Dean 2 April's ago

In February last year, 4 bad things happened to me in a row, I was diagnosed with cancer, my dog died, my grandpa died, and the basement of my ( Read more... )