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[docudrama]

I wrote a really really long post addressing a struggle I've been having over the past two years with trauma, deep depression, and assorted personal things that I've been unable to really express for the usual reasons -- fear being the large one. As soon as it was all good and ready to post, i immediately hit the 'private' button

Comments

[ketmakura]

You most certainly have mine. The only suggestion I can really make is to join some of the prompt comms on LJ. I'm on several.

[kurayaminokoe]

Can't help you much on the writing lol, except that I understand completely what you're talking about. But you know a prompt... hmm..

Raindrops falling from a sakura tree? Because the weather is so crap here, it looks to me like something beautiful.

And support, you'll always have mine. I might be busy with work and re-doing a house, but if you see me online and need someone who'll listen, don't hesitate to knock. If i'm there, I'll answer!

[leveldevil]

...Hi

[docudrama]

Hi there! Thanks a lot for the kind words -- I appreciate them, especially knowing there are other people who are still interested in that old stuff makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and encouraged. :D Blue Moon is a fic I'm rather proud of (and feel wrong about at the same time, since I now actually got to know the person it's about and I had 'oh shit i wrote porn about you! ;_;' going through my head for like hours). I'm glad you took the time to track me down. <3

I'm still trying to decide how to put all of my work back online as doing the website archive thing again seems a little... dated? -- even though it seems a lot more efficient and organized than a fic-journal, but since that seems to be the thing to do, I guess I'm going that route.... I'll definitely have a journal update when I have that ready. Shouldn't be any longer than a few days. Stay tuned, I guess? XD

[leveldevil]

Hello again~!

Whoa, I wasn't expecting such a quick reply to my comment! @_@ I'm glad it made you feel somewhat better, too. n__n And oh, I'm assuming you've met Hakuei? :D Or was it Sugi? Either way, you're really really lucky. n__n

I feel accomplished to have found the author! \o/ I had some help from a post I made over at jrockyaoi, but trust me, the fanfic was really good and it was worth the mad googling spree it spawned. x3

Thank you so much for getting your work back online! You should feel proud of "Blue Moon", of course~. Well, I still have a website where I archive everything, but I usually post to a LJ community and another fanfiction website too, since I'm afraid of losing what I have. @__@ But well, good luck making a new archive and I'll definitely be around to see the news~.

[docudrama]

Was it quick? I was updating my journal and noticed a new comment, so... idk, normally I suck at replies because I notice them when it's inconvenient "I'll reply to that later" and forget. >_>

So. I rediscovered the fact that I already had a writing journal. XD I haven't touched it since 2005, and it was mostly there to get feedback from friends on WIPs or just inform people I posted stuff somewhere. But I spent all night trying to tidy it up, and also edited my linked-posts to actually have the fic in it. I still have so much stuff I need to put there. Gah~

http://lastofromance.livejournal.com/2200.html
But, there ya go. ;D