Final Entry.

[doctorx]

I've come to the realization that the main reason people who've hurt me get upset when I let them know they've hurt me is because "Duh, that's what we were TRYING to do

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[spasticity]

"They're tired of ignoring my cries for help and just want me to hurry up and do it." I beg to differ. I have never wanted you to "hurry up and do it" nor have I ever wished you dead. Ultimately it is not up to everyone else to convince someone they should live it's up to the individual.

What is it specifically that your friends can do to help you? I've watched and over the years many a friend on here has responded that they care yet you tend to focus on those that have responded negatively. Maybe we don't know how to help you. Maybe you could let us know how to help you instead of how not to.

Just because I removed you from my lj friends list does NOT mean I do not consider you a friend.

Wow, for one, thanks.

[doctorx]

Knowing you're still around is definitely encouraging. As far as things that I think my friends could be doing, my first immediate thought is to include me in socializing. Being left alone with my thoughts has basically never turned out to be a good thing.

[xanaxpsychosis]

It's a shame that you aren't going to write here anymore. Perhaps, you could make your journal 'friends only' instead and then certain people wouldn't be able to read your entries?

You're a good person and I wish you could see that.

[psychonurse46]

While I don't comment often, I always read...for some reason, I've always been a much better "listener" than a talker. In any case, even if you do close down your journal, you DO have my e-mail address, and I'm always available to you if you need anything.

[doctorx]

Thank you. Still debating it.