Final Entry.
I've come to the realization that the main reason people who've hurt me get upset when I let them know they've hurt me is because "Duh, that's what we were TRYING to do!"
Nobody wants to KNOW that their trampling on my feelings is pushing me into the grave because they're impatient that I haven't gotten around to it yet.
I'm not planning to just at the moment, however, I realize that the people who've worked so hard to make it happen don't want to know when it's GOING to happen, just that it's DONE. They're tired of ignoring my cries for help and just want me to hurry up and do it.
So, no more crying for help, which, I realize, is what this journal has become. I'm not going to bother anyone about it in here anymore. So, for now, there will be no more updates here. I haven't decided whether to delete this journal entirely or not yet. Might just leave this up for a couple days to let the people who have an interest know why it's gone before it disappears.
Sorry I couldn't be better for everyone.
Nobody wants to KNOW that their trampling on my feelings is pushing me into the grave because they're impatient that I haven't gotten around to it yet.
I'm not planning to just at the moment, however, I realize that the people who've worked so hard to make it happen don't want to know when it's GOING to happen, just that it's DONE. They're tired of ignoring my cries for help and just want me to hurry up and do it.
So, no more crying for help, which, I realize, is what this journal has become. I'm not going to bother anyone about it in here anymore. So, for now, there will be no more updates here. I haven't decided whether to delete this journal entirely or not yet. Might just leave this up for a couple days to let the people who have an interest know why it's gone before it disappears.
Sorry I couldn't be better for everyone.