i guess i just got sick of my name on this journal. so hey, i went ahead and got a new one:
speakthesilence
ive gone friends only too, made a whole new banner and everything :) joyous. i dont think you can read it, but please comment if you cant :) thanky-you

so finally, after a whole 9 days of no computer/internet access...apart from my phone(yes, i was that desperate). its strange how you miss it, 9 days sounds like nothing...but it seemed like ages ( Read more... )

well seeing as msn has just died-oh the joys..i shall come and update here.

ive pretty much wasted the holidys...which takes some skill im telling you. although....yesterday i did 2 of those cpg maths revision paper things..4 hours of maths..talk about fucking proud. and..yes...and..as if that wasnt enough...i tiedied my room today. i am so ( Read more... )

today was..well...eventful i suppose. i was going to go to the gym with gemma..but no. instead i went to serenas to revise. and we actully kinda did! before serenas i went to town to get my art letter photos developed. i wondered around town and purchased a top from h&m, and a cool 'humpty was pushed' top from moist, some stamps and some plectrums ( Read more... )

1: grab the book nearest to you. turn to page 18, find line 4. write down here what it says ( Read more... )

i am so fucking confused. not that this is a new feeling, but when you've been getting the same urge to be physically sick...when you've been getting it practically every fucking day for god knows how long...i dont know. maybe its normal. and its because its nothing...at least i think. but recently what ive been thinking is pretty fucking wrong... ( Read more... )

when you're bored you start to think. i came to the same conclusion that i do every day. every day i sit at home bored. and i think. all this thinking's making me think its the truth now. another phone call and i could wind up dead. at least i hope. maybe two ( Read more... )

been kinda busy this past week; art exam & french oral. ohh yeeeaahhh. but now tis the easter holidays and im already fucking bored. sheessh. i think i might have to go tidy my room soon, then i might even have to do some homework/coursework/revision. noone is fucking online...its like everyones gone and bought a life but me ( Read more... )

NO! i fucking hate this. why did i bring it up, why now. it wasnt that bad...i just have to try to make myself happy. how fucking dare me

Mother and Emily have gone to Duhram, they have to stay over night because its so far away..that means i have to be alone in the house with him. As if the akwardness and general wasnt already hightned it has to be multiplied several times. jeez...u know what the stupid thing is about the whole situation is, if i had been left alone in the house ( Read more... )