.. Maybe it's the heat. I probably shouldn't have decided to pick up some things in the middle of the day like this..

At least Yui's at home with Vlad, so they have a little time.. I imagine she's probably sleeping on him right now.

.. I guess it could be the pregnancy, rather than the heat.. I ( Read more... )

Well, the part of Yui that's Blood is starting to come through, I think.. I cut my finger today, and she grabbed it. .. She's not old enough to eat like her father does, so I suppose the blood must soothe her. It scares me--I don't know if she's getting what she needs. Without Minato here, I'm just--- completely in the dark. I just want her to ( Read more... )

Oh.. I.. I'm so sorry, Ran..

I know how it hurts to lose a child, but I can't imagine--I.. I've fought so hard to keep my children safe, to.. be able to carry and bear them and.. To miscarry-- it must be horrible..

I feel sick I think I'm going to sleep in Yui's room tonight, Vlad. I just want to hold her. I just want to make sure she's safe.. ( Read more... )

Murders again.. This place certainly doesn't stay quiet for long..

People taking blood, and-- Xulchilbara-san.. and Ran.. Ran, are you.. doing all right, now? Is there anything I can bring you?

The babies are acting up again.. They seem to be okay, even if nausea did bring up blood this morning. That's all that matters, that the babies are ( Read more... )

Um.

I still have glitter in my hair. I've washed it three times. I swear it's like a conspiracy by glitter-makers to make everything it touches sparkly. I'm not sure the purpose of that, but there is one somewhere. Maybe to blind everyone so they can monopolise corrective eye surgery ( Read more... )

Yui made finger-paint cards for Minato and Vlad.. I had to write 'Daddy' and 'Uncle Vlad' on them for her..

I suppose she'll give Minato his when he comes back. If he comes back. She got creative and scribbled all over another piece of paper, then proclaimed that it's for Ran and 'Xu'. I'm currently covered in paint, glue, and bits of paper. ( Read more... )

( Filtered to Xulchilbara-san / Unhackable )

Ugh. Up with nausea again.

Because of course I don't need sleep. At least, not during normal hours. I am so incredibly cranky right now.

Dreams about Minato..

Times like this remind me of my first pregnancy, and how when I was sick, it always made Shirakawa-san panic. He was so silly.. but I suppose he was nervous, so I can't blame him for

Well.. apparently, my wardrobe is especially boring, because the only real difference in it today is that my jeans have gone from straight-legged to tapered. Which were really more popular in the 80s, but they were common enough in the 70s, I suppose ( Read more... )

Finally. My family is mostly back together. We even (sort of) have a new addition, since it seems as if Tia-san has taken in Sao Feng-san. It feels good to cook for a crowd again; I don't even mind picky eaters, as long as the apartment's full and everyone's talking.

I'm so very, very grateful that everyone's safe, now..Sao Feng-san, I hope you ( Read more... )