I want this week to be over so I can visit my mommy and daddy.
I also am over living here. At least this week.

I dislike when people call me an Oreo, or call me "white-washed ( Read more... )

Summer is nice.

There's no swimming up here though, too cold:)

We're going "home" the weekend of the 9th. I'm looking forward to going to the warm beach and swimming in the ocean!

As I get older the easier it is for me to share what I believe and to live out what I believe.

So blessed am I.

I'm sad that my dad isn't going to be there to help me move in.
:(

*Thanks for pointing that out Brittney!

I started bleeding yesterday. It stopped.
I want to a party to take my mind off of things. Everyone was getting drunk and smoking.
Saw people I wish I hadn't... I think I dislike all the boys from that one house and I'm glad I'm no longer in college.
But I also saw a lot of people I love and had a mini reunion.

I think a lot of people just like to use me for advice.
I guess that's not a bad thing, to be considered wise.

But sometimes it hurts my feelings?

I think Monterey is a good place to visit. I'm not sure about living here.

I cried all the way home last night.
It sucks when you can't be in your best friends wedding.
Money is stupid.
Jobs are stupid.
Ugh.

Leif and I are going to Monterey in two weeks. He has an interview for a job up there.
While I hope he gets the job, I don't want to move there.
I only know one person, and I'll miss my mommy and church.
My friends will be 6 hours away.

I've already cried about it.
Because even if this doesn't work out we're moving to Oregon.

I love you Southern