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and it's all in how you mix the two ( Read more... )

in high school, i used to have so much to write in this thing. Once, i posted a whopping 6 entries in one day. I dont know if i find that pathetic or not. Regardless, here i am. Here i am in college. The place im "supposed" to be. Then, i go onto more school. Grad School. soon that will be over too. Then, my career. Hold on, where in all of ( Read more... )

Why do i hold onto the past when it already let go of me? I continuously suppress myself and tenaciously hold onto the idea that the "once was" will be "once again". Why is it that all the "once was's" can let me go but i keep them stored in a file called "perhaps on a rainy day". It's disturbing really. One by one i need to find away to destroy ( Read more... )

its been awhile.
and the suns still shinin
and the flowers still bloomin
just because somethin has dwindled
doesnt mean im not me
so come along and give it a try
i know you, dont tell a lie
test the boundaries that were un noticeably set
because i know the water is safe to bet
so double down on me
dont you see
we were meant to be.

hay mommy...you sexy..

mrs. sachs......

opps =)

ive had the ultimate block from creativity.
ive had the ultimate lack of doing the things i enjoy doing solo
ive felt fake lately which is right up there{in my book} of worthlessness.
ive made some mistakes.
and also some choices.

May B this summer ill fill up my depleted cookie jar.

you know id walk a 1000 miles if i could just see you...tonight.......

missin the soccer days

i think i love my life

it's that time again. hopefully i wont blow it.

nicky, we need to talk =)