Thank you so much for being there when I was closing my life in a smaller and smaller circle. You've always been someone I could trust to understand and give me another perspective (ie: a clearer one where you see it with clarity and the experience of someone who knows what I've been through and am going through).
Having you in my life to help really means a lot to me. Don't forget me when you're a star...because you already are in my life (dorky, yes, but true - you mean a lot to me).
Trust me. I've had to do A LOT of inner work before I got to the point of taking this quantum leap to Africa. I'm still learning how to stay calm in the midst of all the details that haven't yet been filled in. Still working on esteem issues and trusting myself and that inner voice.
But it's good stuff. Congratulations for how far you've come! (And we still hafta get together. Weekend was a bit crazy busy.)
The busyness is coming from Eric moving in and eating dinner w/his family - in Woonsocket Friday night (because it was 1/2 way between them and us??? actually it was only 5 minutes closer....)
I went to Shakti yesterday and asked Dave Gibbs to go see "happy feet" w/me at Holy Cross. My energy's been up and down so I can't gauge when I'll have the motivation to do things.
Tonight I drop my car off so the mechanic can tell me I need some simple work done to fix the shaking at 65mph. There are a few other things up in the air, but we will get together. Definitely.
hey there.... I'm glad that things are on an upswing with you ... I haven't heard from you in a while and I just wanted to say hi .... things are getting better with me ... my article/interview will be coming out soon, and I'll send you the link. I left you a couple of messages and haven't heard back ... I hope I haven't done something to piss ya off .... if I did, pls let me know ... I've been going through a lot of hills and valleys ... be well -C
Doh! No upset here, sorry I've been horrid about responding. I'll update, but to recap...I was in Boston, had reserved a hotel for Thursday-Sunday, and was back and forth finally resolving things in my life with a relationship.
I'll catch up with you soon - I want to spend the next couple of days with my nose to the grindstone hammering out the studio - I start my show next weekend!
okay, that sounds kind of cryptic, but that's okay ... I didn't know you were seeing anyone in Boston .... Glad to hear that you're not upset with me (sometimes I just get paranoid when I don't hear from someone and think they are mad at me -- so sixth-grade of me ha ha ha
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What you're talking about is one of the things that just totally changed for me. I was exactly like you - and now I've lost that ease and comfort with closeness around men. Strange, and yes, it's good sometimes when you're around people who play more than a little fast and loose with the boundary issue, but it's more than a bit unnerving for me.
Things can go way off in left field if the right (wrong?) person is around. All I can figure is redoing the first exercise we did that day - remember? It's just that nobody is asking before they do something - you have to stop and say the magic word or some variant thereof.
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WHOOOOOO!!!!!
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(WOOOOOO!!!!!)
Mucho stoked. :)
*runs around jumping and yelling*
Much awesomeness on the way, lady.
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Thank you so much for being there when I was closing my life in a smaller and smaller circle. You've always been someone I could trust to understand and give me another perspective (ie: a clearer one where you see it with clarity and the experience of someone who knows what I've been through and am going through).
Having you in my life to help really means a lot to me. Don't forget me when you're a star...because you already are in my life (dorky, yes, but true - you mean a lot to me).
I owe you a few big hugs next time I see you.
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But it's good stuff. Congratulations for how far you've come! (And we still hafta get together. Weekend was a bit crazy busy.)
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I went to Shakti yesterday and asked Dave Gibbs to go see "happy feet" w/me at Holy Cross. My energy's been up and down so I can't gauge when I'll have the motivation to do things.
Tonight I drop my car off so the mechanic can tell me I need some simple work done to fix the shaking at 65mph. There are a few other things up in the air, but we will get together. Definitely.
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Have fun with the 'rents, and I'm sorry I didn't get to be there to "double date" with you and Dave. :)
We'll get together at some point, no? I think we shall!
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I'll catch up with you soon - I want to spend the next couple of days with my nose to the grindstone hammering out the studio - I start my show next weekend!
*muah*
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(I know exactly what you're saying)
What you're talking about is one of the things that just totally changed for me. I was exactly like you - and now I've lost that ease and comfort with closeness around men. Strange, and yes, it's good sometimes when you're around people who play more than a little fast and loose with the boundary issue, but it's more than a bit unnerving for me.
Things can go way off in left field if the right (wrong?) person is around. All I can figure is redoing the first exercise we did that day - remember? It's just that nobody is asking before they do something - you have to stop and say the magic word or some variant thereof.
Easier said than done, I know.... *hug*
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