SCHOOL...
~ohhh...I hate programming felt it was so hard..:( feel so dumb by it..huhu..i don't know anymore...C# ( C sharp) so hard to understand..hopefully I can understand it before it is too late..:| Feel so dumb by it..o.O

~ I started speaking mandarin with my friend in economics..:) who by the way is from macau.. yey..sooner or later I can be ( Read more... )

Today was an ordinary day at school..i sat where i should be sitting...i wasn't called to recite..YEY!! I find it unusual to have a teacher calling me..and asked questions about stuff that..I might know the answers to those question but I usually ended up sttuttering because of nervousness..and in the end black out..XD I had this mestrual pain.. ( Read more... )

First week of school just ended...My schedule for this semester is quite okay..I'm satisfied with it..MWF i got IT fundamentals starting at 7:20am- 9:00am...then rizal..it's all about Rizal, our national hero's life and works..it's quite boring but..good thing that our professor is not boring..lastly computer organization..*poof* a hard one..but I' ( Read more... )

well..today might be the first time I'm gonna write something that's positive..haha..:) it will be like about 4 days or so school's about to start..yey! I'm gonna be busy..haha..It's been awhile since I felt okay with being busy..:P what a change for me..but hopefully when I get to start on my subjects at school I will totally fall in love with my ( Read more... )

like hell....today...:| brr..it's so cold...i want junno's HUG...*sigh*

It's me again...after a long time..hmmm...I noticed that all of my entries are very much negative...and probably this one too..such MISERY..o.O sorry..so uhmmm like I said in one of my posts...I don't want to be too happy about anything because i feel that the next day would be a disappointment of that sort..and I was right..I'm really disappointed ( Read more... )

I don't know why...but my numbered comments just got lost...~lah...bummer..

~lah...this day i sort of feel happy, yet sad...if you know what I mean....I sort of...accepted that this is how my life's gonna turn out..and I just have to live with it..so there...I'm sad because I feel empty...~lah...MELODRAMATIC...o.O but..yeah I started accepting everything that happened in my life right about now..and I plan to really go for ( Read more... )

another post...hmmm...I don't know what to think anymore..maybe I shouldn't just think about it anymore...hmmm...the JERK I was talking about in my last posts has hurt me AGAIN with his insensitivity and him being frank...grrr...I can accept the fact that he' just frank but that's where complications start..he says these things that would hurt me.. ( Read more... )

OKAY! gggrrr...i feel so irritated...Today, something happen....well...most of the time..a lot of things happens to me..but yeah i suck it all up so that i would seem strong and everything..but yeah I'm breaking down right this very instance..:| I certainly don't know what happen but things just happen...soooo frustrating...sometimes i want to say ( Read more... )