I seem to have fear of rejection.  Can't imagine why, but  it has to be why I have so much trouble writing query letters.  I have no trouble blogging which seems contradictory.  And I am sure I am phobic about making phone calls.

Y' know?  "How could you?"  If you asked him that, you would not even need to hear the answer.  You already know what he would say, right?  It wouldn't be his fault, would it?   I even let him talk me out of throwing him out after I'd given a lawyer a retainer, and I will die wishing I hadn't stayed with him.  Oh, sure!  There are ways to even up ( Read more... )

This has no relationship at all with Writer's Block.  Why is it part of the title?  I have had dreams that I have had to ask the people involved if it did indeed happen or was a dream.  It most cases it was a dream, or so they reassured me.  One event, still, from the past, I am sure was reality.  My life involves psychoactive medications at times ( Read more... )