So I am quite sure I have finally found someone, she makes me feel amazzzzing. I like her a lot and I know she feels the same about me and its pretty much the best feeling ever. We have hung out the past two evenings and its always fun. Sunday we are going to go see Chicken Little and it shall be good times too. Yay for me finally ( Read more... )

So yeah. Things are beginning to look up. We have a show saturday. Most of the bands complain about what time they play, so basically they are complaining about playing all together, which means they should quit, because they probably aren't that good anyways. I just get annoyed because I don't take playing an instrument lightly, its something I ( Read more... )

Anything that starts to happen is suddenly brought to shit. Anything that I look forward to in my life is crushed. I'm going to push through and overcome this stupid ass bull shit, it just gets so fucking frustrating.

"You can touch but never taste the answers
Like the way that I want you
Today I killed my ego,if hell is real
Dear God please tie my noose
And then he pulled me down"

I don't know anymore. Tonight isn't fun. It needs to be Sunday right....about....now. yeah. I have been playing the same arpeggio for the past few hours probably. I lost track of time. Thanks Taylor for telling us to do arpeggios at 32nd note triplets. Weeee thats fast, and I can't play it. I have to get it right before we record. If drums go fast ( Read more... )

Wow, I woke up today with an insane headache and congestion. I got something so now I'm sick and that sucks. Last night a bunch of stuff hit me and I cried which I haven't done in a while. Today was pretty much horrible with crushes and being rejected and all that stuff. Especially when it seems so close but what can I do? Absolutely nothing but ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty awesome. Went to logos friday night to support some friends. Genghis Khan tore up, I of course prefered the metal songs with Ben on vocals over the two tough guy songs they did. Tears of Augustine of course tore stuff up with zach doing one handed cartwheels across the stage and Brandon knocking over the big post that had ( Read more... )

I think I might start using this thing, not sure. We shall see.

So yeah. Not much has gone on lately. I went to Ozzfest, Iron Maiden is truly the greatest band ever, hands down. The new Nevermore album, This Godless Endevour, is pretty rad, Steve Smyth is deff. a nice addition to shred along side the great Jeff Loomis. Speaking of Nevermore, I get to see them for the second time at Gigantour tomorrow. I get to ( Read more... )

I am updating because I am crazy bored. Things have been quite glorious. My band has a show tomorrow. I heard there was problems with the place we are playing and noise complaints from a show tonight, it better not get cancelled. I have been spending all night setting up the artwork to our demo, and burning cds for over an hour. Then I still have ( Read more... )