"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe
i think you just need to stop concentrating on other people's lives and what they're are doing. stop concentrating on their sins and open your eyes to what you are doing. open your eyes and look at yourself for once and start seeing what you are doing wrong.