I havent written in here in ages, but of course my first update in 27 weeks would be a poem ....

I am a girl that’s lost her way

More than I can say

I’m lost on a path of self destruction

Struggling to function

I look around, and wonder how I got here

Then I remember, running from my fear

I lost my way, hiding from the scars

Letting the dark suffocate me ( Read more... )

I walk through the garden of my life ( Read more... )

She's going out to forget they were together ( Read more... )

Umm, yea. Really don't know where to begin ( Read more... )

Well i havent updated this in ages. I guess i just been too busy. I am now a uni student, attending clases on Thursdays and fridays. I leave the house at 7:30am and dont return till around 5pm. Im working at a Chinese Restaraunt as a waitress.  and yea, life is busy. I do Clint's home work in the afternoons so im learning how to add, read and ( Read more... )

This si just a quick annoucement 2 let people know that I DID get into Uni! I will be going to ECU in Bunbury at the end of Febuary. Yes i will still live in Busso and at home - its so much easier :-D lol. So yea, I is now a Uni student

Tomorrow - Lillix

Tomorrow's just another day
Another way
To spend my day
All by myself
Starin at the tv screen
Flipping through my magazine
Everything is unclear
I need you hear do

And i wake up
Put on my makeup
Pick up the phone
Nobody's home
I need to break out
Get me some takeout
Stand inside a crowd
I wanna scream aloud
I'll be ok
I'll be ok

Walking down this ( Read more... )

Blue - its a good colour. Small - its a good size. These two things help to reflect how I feel.

My chrissy was awesome! Even though my mum wasnt there because  she had to stay in Busso with nan who was sick, I still had a great Chrissy. I am not sure exactly what made it so great, but it just was. It was the 1st year I got everythign I asked for lol. 
My chrissy list this year:
1) Goldfish
2) CD voucher
3) a lime green gecko (like the one on the ( Read more... )

It doesn’t matter what you said

Yea I knew you were leaving

But knowing what’s going to happen doesn’t help

It won’t stop what I am feeling

I entered this relationship knowing where we stand

Even though I knew I’d watch u walk out the door

The fact I knew this doesn’t help

It just makes it hurt even more

No matter how much I wanted to avoid pain

I chose ( Read more... )