so my dreams arent going to happen ( Read more... )

So today was pretty good i guess. worked at the flea market this morning and i got to be outside doing sno-kones! which i love cuz i dont mind being by myself outdoors..i would much rather be out there than inside and hott ( Read more... )

Me & David are over and honestly i dont think he cares. im glad to know that it meant nothing to him and i fucking give it my all to try and make this shit work out. Fuck it and Fuck Him for that matter. i asked him if it mattered to him that we were over with and he said no not really. like he honestly dosent care at all. im glad i was a good gf n ( Read more... )

I cant believe that i am the way i am. I have such a tough shell but inside im just a torn up mess ( Read more... )

im so scared to be w/o John the rest of my life!!

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So i gauged my ears again today=_zero's ( Read more... )

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i know this isnt a real good day for a happy post, but i had to ( Read more... )