i've given you all i can give & you remain apathetic. i don't want to place the blame on anyone. i am just hurting. i feel like you don't appreciate me. sometimes i wish you would leave because i don't have the heart to. i'm gritting my teeth ( Read more... )

NICE TO SEE ME AGAIN ( Read more... )

MY FUTURE: i just got accepted to do an internship with FACE magazine, a huge corporate magazine that specializes in film journalism & is in kahoots with harmony k. paul, the main editor of FACE, says he could definitely use a writer like me on board! portland maine isn't too far away and he would be more than honored to pull me along for the ride ( Read more... )

"i know you're leaving is too long over due ( Read more... )

they hadn't told me why there was silence, but it's apparent that i am somewhat of a monster to myself. as kurt cobain once said, "oh the guilt" (now gone as a sixty-dollar casualty)... am i accidently converting to buddhism or am i closterphobic in my own mind. maybe i'm just a borderline personality, don't take this personally just because it ( Read more... )