NEW LJ! PoohsTPMassacre add it bitch! NOW! That is the one I will be writing in!

No school again. Its cool cause i didn't get my home work done for e-con but whats gonna happen this week I really didn't think our school would ever do this but oh well. Countdown to raceday is at like 4 days wow. Not even prepared. I can't say I haven't been thinking about it but its there in the back of my mind, scaring the shit outta me. Anyway ( Read more... )

You know why I hate it because I am scared of losing, scared of defeat. I have to win or I'm gonna hate. I don't let people get close to it because I am scared of FAILURE. So basically I'm nervous and shit about saturday. Yeah and thats about it.

BORED SO CALL ME.....NOW!

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

Missed three days of school.
Going back tomorrow.
Haven't seen Nicole in over three days.
Barely talked to her at all.
I miss her.
Maybe we will do something tomorrow after school.
I missed another one of her games tonight. :(
I'm sucha bad boyfriend....
bye now...

Chance,

I Was Off To Drink You Away

Your childhood greatness doesn't always stay with you to your adulthood.

7-time Amatuer Champ, Hundreds of Wins, Sportsman of the Year, and over 10 National Poduims.........Predicted to be one of the greats......

Pro Career- 3 poduims, 0 Championships, 0 wins, 0 awards, 0 recognition, and 0 predictions......

Amatuer greatness does not = Pro ( Read more... )

Yeah so lately I've been having a really hard time physically and I have a few things going on that are pretty personal so I won't get into them. But I don't think I am gonna be ready for my race on the 21st. I have a doctors appointment wednesday. So if I seem really stressed and tired and mean lately its cause I'm not doin real well right now. ( Read more... )

Fucking with the wrong dude. I'm one of the best tpers and you just fucked up ( Read more... )

I had all but given up
On finding the one that I could fall into
On the day before you, I was ready to settle for
a Less than love and not much more
There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was on the day before you

Sometimes I feel like I am chained to a metal pole in a pole barn out in the middle of no where. A 2X4 nailed to arms holding them open and the same for my legs holding them open so my body is like in a X. And that everyone that hates me is using anything to beat the living shit out of me. Blood dripping from my skull, ribs broken and sticking out ( Read more... )

So NICOLE AND I HUNG OUT TODAY ( Read more... )