i got robbed of my last 100$ yesterday so that blew..but thats unimportant..right now im trying to free myself and stop these thoughts in my head im afraid of myself and what i could do to myself right now i dont want myself like this im just so broken..a nothing a damaged toy left here to finish myself off..wont someone please help me...if things ( Read more... )

right now i feel like nothing my lifes gone to hell and the one person i honestly love cant see between her own 2 eyes its like ive become non existant just because im not physically in front of her im just sitting here as a nothing wishing more then anything for her to love me and know i love her instead of pretending i dont im sick of sitting ( Read more... )