oh livejournal how i miss you. ive been lost in myspace world. :(

After a few minutes, the man appeared dressed head to toe in his gardening gear. He materialized somewhere amidst the garden of eden property of sprawling olive trees and grape vines gesticulating wildly towards us. we were sure we had overstepped our boundaries while searching for the entrance to the winery, and had somehow stumbled into the ( Read more... )

i'm just figuring out what to say. i havent been in a typing mood lately...i have to get my thoughts together i suppose. for all my friends out there, i send love. be back this week to bother you with more silly blogging.

i've got a small family. and my small family just got smaller. it's funny, when you live so far away from family, they never seem to be gone. they're only as gone as distance permits them, only as far away as everyone else in our family is. and i wonder if this distance will only make things more difficult in the future...when i'm left alone to ( Read more... )

i'm constantly 'ok'. i can never really be afforded the priveledge of being unhappy or maladjusted. everyone assumes i'm always fine, and eventually, no one even bothers to ask anymore. there's something to be said of having someone to talk to about problems...but i dont really tell people my problems, so im not sure what i expect. sure, i rattle ( Read more... )

i managed to con my way into taking off tomorrow, so i can attend graduation. watch the 2 m's walk the line! im quite excited. and in the midst of all this, im preparing for the preschool's graduation...which came to a staggering halt today just before lunch. maniacs, all of them. we havent been as careful as we could have been with them. now, we ( Read more... )

the past few days have been spinning by wildly...at record breaking speed. with all the things to do, i havent had much time for breathing. but the break neck speed is rather pleasing, if anything, leaving me feeling a little more productive than usual. the award ceremony at school was divine. my fabulously pretentious mother, surrounded by her ( Read more... )

im offically tooled out. i amaze myself sometimes, in my ability to repeatedly return to doormat status. allowing people to drift into and out of my life at their own leisure...leaving their cookies everywhere like some sort of virus. letting their toxicitiy infect my life, for even a second...when i know where it's coming from, where it's going. i ( Read more... )

ok. stop the effing world, i want to get off. this week has been as anticipated, atrocious. the risk of panic attacks from all sorts of emotional disturbances earlier in the week has only gotten progressively worse. the car wouldnt start, after fixing the car i found out it's leaking gas. which apparently is dangerous. luckily i found out my car ( Read more... )

ok it's time for a change. the door has opened for me to move on from my job following june graduation. my boss put in her two weeks today, and my partner is off for the summer. so im free...an absolutely guiltless escape has unfolded in front of me...and it all coincides with 'operation re-write it all'. yes, apparently i work in themes now. that ( Read more... )