waaaa I thought I was locked out of this thing for good, but I just came across an old journal that had an entry from 2007 written saying "...and if I come across this notebook years from now and have forgotten about my lj, the stuff is: dinosaursroamin, [password]"

woop! thanks past me, that was some fine foresight you had there

last night I dreamed that I was in Russia by accident and there was a Russian dude who was supposed to be my boyfriend I guess, and we were outside in his yard and all these bats kept biting and scratching me and he was all "Don't fight, you must let them. Is good for you. Helps you." and I was like, "Well, what if they have rabies?? And it is ( Read more... )

I am amazed by how perfectly things come together sometimes

I want to delete my livejournal but I won't. what a downer it is

time for some self improvement!

what the heck am I doing with my life!! nothing! and nothing about it!! it's pointless!

when I look at pictures of my closest friends I can't help but become absolutely terrified by the idea that I will never know anybody and the past doesn't exist and I think sometimes that I can see the final nanosecond in a small glimpse in the front of my mind as brilliant golden light like the last hour or so before the sun starts setting ( Read more... )

late night tv

nothing good comes from me

confused by everything